sy nk mintak maaf kt semua org.

mummy.abah.keluarga.rakan2.dr zman skola rndah.smpi skola mngh.smpi sbpir,smue ahli sekolah sy.di mana ak da start pndi berkate2.
kt matrik.kt uniten..
sy mintak maaf sangat2.

kadangkala sy tersalah langkah.membuat tanpa sedar baik brok.ikot sgt akal yg pndk ini.

9 months left to be here.

sy tak nk kecewakn org lagi.

sy mintak maaf sgt2~

need change~

kelas agama bersama ustaz azizul.
kami bercerita tentang kesedaran beragama.

saya:cmne ek ustaz.dlm kehidupn seharian.kte mengucap.sy sndri mengucap.tp sy tak menghayati kata2 sy sndri.

ustaz: nk knl islam ni..cm kawin paksa.memle tak knl.pastu da lme2.da knl pe sume.jatoh cinta jugak.so islam pon cmtu.knl islam..tp cme cm bercinta. tak le takat knl je.kne usik2 skit.mesre2.bru leh jatuh cinta.(ak da termasok ngn cth ida r)

pastu sy pon tepk.btol gak en.asl manusia le bercinta sesme manusia.tp takle nk bercinta dlm islam.

saya: sy wat dosa n sy tau sy berdosa.tp sy tk tkot.npe ek

ustaz: tu r yg org pgl "........"(sy tak ingt term yg die gne).term tu mksudnye. ble org wat dosa.thn allah bgi lg bnde2 yg baik kt die.smpi die leka..manusia tu.bhgise kt dunia.kt akhirat akn sgt teseksa.

saya: tpkn ustaz.klu kte dikelilingi ngn manusia yg sme seperti kte jugak.cmne nk brubah.takde org nk bwk kte ke jln benar.mungkin kte ak tros sesat.klu kte tak dpt hidayah cmne?

ustaz: apa sushnye nk dpt hidayah.kn die sblh kamu.hahaha(dak sblh sy nme die hidayah)
manusia takde alasn nk kate cmtu.dlm peciptaan manusia.allah da bgi akal.
akal tok beze baik dan brok(yg sy fail skang ni).so.no more excuses.

btol jugak en..n ustaz tu ad kte gak..awk pki tudung ni pon.msti sbb syarat je.(which sy rse btol sgt).pki tudung ni.sbb nk jge maruah.sure awk tak rse cmtu en.n die kte lg.mke kitorg ni mke org2 yg smygnye kosong..tu tak tatau plak.no komen.

sy teringin nk berubh.sgt..tp sy nk wat dlm ati yg bersih serta ikhlas..

takde pape pon

Last week preparation.prepare bes.but on dat day.tak bes sgt..tp kami mkin rapat.hahaha.

gamba sy takde sbb sy yg tgkp gamba ye.huhu

knduri keluarga beto.

wekend2

saya dan mekyen

last weekend..g program ank angkt..prgres of the progrme cm serba tak kne..i'm not blaming our ajk.they really did a very damn good job..org kg tu je r..cm mecmplicated kn keadaan..kte g tmpt org.org sne r kne tunjuk sesmue bnde.ni idak.ade ke patot expect kitrg yg tunjuk jln kpd dri sndri..agk kebengongn disitu.

1st day: kitrg expect nk kne bg ceramah kt dak2 skola..siyes shit da prepare sesmue.but end up.takde studnt pon wei..sedih2.yg ad hnye la adk bradik angkt..so.tuka plak..ktrg men sesme sndri..n smue org cm rse begitu gmbre..haha.

then pas tu.g tgk org baka kayu jd arang. g tgk org ternak ikan..

sukaneka pon tak seindah yg dikhabarkn..tp pape pon.kitrg skli lg bjye menghandle keadaan n begembire.hahahhaha.

mlm tu.wat mlm kebudayaan..tons of fun..classmate yg tak pnh disngke berbakat..mampu memecahkn prot smue org.haha..

end of the day..~

2 nd day..ahad.

pagi tu patotnye grak rermi..tp disebabkn mslh pe nth.so grak memsg..

g merendek kt jeti..

then ngn kimah kununye nk try g expo jualan r en..bjet cm 10 mnt je aw.skali dkt 30 mnt..

ngn takde helmet serta poket tiada lesen..sental je r..huhu..

expo tu bosan..psar mlm kt uma ak lg besh..hahahhaha.

then g knduri kawen.knduri kawen tu cm simple gle r...style org sne begitu kot.huhu..

da mkn kt sne..

then blk uma ibubapa angkt ku pula..die msak smbl udang.udang kulit keras..sedap dow..3 kali tmbh.haha..

so bile da kre sesmue..kesimpulannye..ak mkn 4 kli tok tengahari sahaja..

then blk.............

grak 4.0opm

smpi uniten 10.35pm.

hampir 6 jam stgh..berada didlm bus sungguh menyeksa.haha

seingt ak r en last skli ak nek bus lelme ni.time drjh 6.g mleka.huhu

pape pon..wekend ku bes.~

menunggu bus.


blik tmptku dan kimah berteduh.haha.beratap zink.kala hujan sungguh dasat bisngnye.haha

dr pndgn kampongku.haha

p/s. epi besday os..hepi besday yana..hepi besday aisyah~

what lies after n before us dont important.the most important is what lies between us~

perkembangan

sem 3. nothng really chnge.
sme clas.sme position n again surrounded by the same people. but still in love them .ehem2..huhu.
tp byk bnde yg ak hrp nk ubah.

*my own prediction to the others.
*attitude towards people n myself.


sglenye akn tgl impian..but.sooner or later.pple will chge..

bck to the situation here..

bru sy sedar akn kepayahan memahamkn org lain..n i'm not really good at it..for others benefit.i'll try my damn shit best..haha

with the unreveal rslt..hoping for the best..klu takle dpt 4 flat..dpt sdare mare tu pon takpe r en.haha.
3.0 flat ke..or even better.make it as apartment.haha..

losing the spirit of studying..wonder where has the spirit went off..ngn ayt yg tunggang langgang..proud of myself..huh..hahaha..

about the previous ielts..did my best.waiting for the rslt..tak mau tak lulus.......
sush juga..bhse agk len klu nk compare ngn bm..hahahaha..speaking ?>>urm..siyes tak tau nk coment pe..speachless.haha.


gtg..
5/5~ happy birthday jo.


p/s.
for those people that i hurt..sory..although i did meant them sometimes.. maaf>~
i want people to treat me well..tp sy pon tk treat dorg bgos..urm..,,,