Thursday, August 16, 2012

tahun ni masuk tahun ketiga puasa dekat sydney, jujur banyaaaaak sangat beza dengan dekat malaysia. buka sederhana, sahur sederhana, raya sederhana la lagi compare dengan malaysia. walau bazar setiap ahad, tapi sebab kena beli dengan duit sendiri so beli untuk cukup kenyang perut time buka sahur sikit2.

first year 1/10 puasa dekat glebe. then masuk hall which make life easier, sahur tinggal panaskan je. then makan, the next year dgn this year puasa dekat rumah. enough said, this year we are more sederhana compared to last year, bajet kurang sangat je sebenarnya. tapi cukup makan semua orang.

i had a chance to do terawikh dekat uni last tuesday. lepas habis lab pergi surau makan then solat, then macam fikir bila lagi kan nak rasa terawikh dekat uni ni. solat sini macam lain sikit. tak ada bacaan2 between 2 rakaat tu. terus je sambung. tapi haritu baca panjang la amat sangat. dah terapung2 dah rasa badan. perasaan dia mcm dah give up nak tunggu imam habis baca then ehhh dah rukuk. tiap rakaat macam tu. haha. tapi alhamdullilah la. ada jugak peluang nak rasa macam ni kan. tahun ketiga baru rasa. aku rasa sebab before2 ni lab semua habis pukul 5. third year ni je habis pukul 6 so tak ada pilihan. kena jugak solat dekat uni.

raya? biasa jeeee. sabtu or ahad ni. ontah. sebab ada orang start puasa lain2 then aku start puasa pun mcm lain dari orang malaysia lain. so raya lain la kot. paling lambat raya ahad. ok saja la. tak ada beza pun. raya pergi makan rumah orang. then balik fikir nak buat kerja. fikir je la.

i was going through people's blog, then there was a blog listing the marriage problem nowadays.takut gila baca. takpe la kan. lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik kan. nak dapat yang elok2. kena la elok2 kan sikit diri tu.

lately ramai sangat tunang kawin. tipu la kalau kata tak nak sesemua tu. mcm cool la pulak kan kawin masa belajar. tapi kata la kalau aku tunang sekarang kawin sekarang. bukan sebab diri sendiri nak. peer pressure je tuuuuuu. so nina. jangan nak mengada. habis belajar dulu.

Monday, June 11, 2012

being stress with the overload readings, freaking out about the exams, i have all the final exams syndromes, from A to Z.

with the biophysics that kills me with all sorts of equation yg baca tapi tak faham serta rasa tak guna pun nak baca sebab macam tak applicable. with him busy studying .friday, please come faster so i wont feel guilty for being emo .

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Finally, i submitted my 8th reports for this semester and just left with the finals, taking most of the science subjects listed does make life more horrible than it used to be.

surprise jugak bila sem ni sedih bila class math habis. lol me. it feels so good when u really being in the class, literally i was in the class all the time but not fully there. seronok pulak belabor math. rasa nak drop semua subject ambik math je.hikhiks.

i have 5 papers and two papers on the same day. hopefully i won't screw any of it. being in third year ni penuh debaran sangat, nak test pun berdebar. semua berdebar. lemah jaunting :D

so basically, i have 20 days till done with all the exams and holiday and 25 more days till i meet you. tak rindu pun. tapi seja gedik. haha

i was searching for motivational quotes so nampak macam supportive sikit bila dia nak exam and in the same time to motivate diri sendiri tapi menajdi diri sendiri, lima saat baca semangat then terus tertidur.

a good friend of mine is getting married, like soon, real soon. knowing her all these while kind of surprise tapi a good surprise and being among the first person to know, make me realize, distances and gender don't really matter in friendship :D

Tuesday, June 05, 2012

i did the presentation yesterday, mine was the most unprofessional and flowery slides in the room. but i did it. it didn't go very well but felt so relieved, i'm done with the lovely senior experimental physics .
i did on optical pumping and i thought i will be good as there was only one tutor who really knows well about the experiment and yeah. i was 100% right as less questions was asked. i didn't pause too long and by the fact there was a girl before me who paused about 3 minutes and in the end she broke down , i feel good, my bad :) . There was a guy who did on the same topic as i do, and poor him for being asked the questions coming from the things that i pointed out before. i was expecting that question but i didn't prepare the answer as i was planning to use my charm instead of answering. haha. being among the first speaker sometimes gives you the more advantages than you know :D

Monday, June 04, 2012

i have presentation at 2 and yet now i'm busy reading other's blog.
it freaks me out that i feel that i'm well prepared and not being nervous is bad. isn't it? through out uni life i only did 3 presentations and all three were not individual. 2 of them are for physics lab report presentation. i need luck for this i guess :)